Watched "Chicago" last night in Walnut with my roomate and a few of her friends...wasn't too bad of a movie, but it was far more provocative than I expected it to be. Wow, I'm actually staying in Riverside for this weekend. I figured that I needed to catch up on some homework and study for my test on Tuesday.
I've been thinking lately about who I considered to be my "friends". It's scary to think about that kind of stuff, especially when the numbers are far fewer than you expect. I can see where people come up with the expression that the people you still keep in touch with during or after college will most likely your "true" friends. Often times I overlook the decency of friends who even bother to keep in touch with me or ask how I'm doing. It's nice to know that you have friends out there who DO care about you and want you to know that they feel that way. A few days ago, I got a late Valentine's Day card from my best friend up north, and on Saturday, I talked to my other best friend Kristina, from UPenn, on the cell. I felt less homesick and lonely after talking to her. Good friends are truly a blessing!
At the moment I am wondering why I chose to come to UC Riverside. Do I belong here? Is So. Cal actually considered to be my "home" for the time being? What happens when I finish college and move back up North? Too many questions..I am also debating about what I should do about my major and if I should transfer schools...just a thought. But I do know for a fact that if I went to San Jose State as planned in my early admission, I would be majoring in Graphic Design, something that I had always wanted to do. Now that I'm here, I question whether or not I will be able to find a major that suits me best. I am thinking of studying abroad under the major of art...but the programs usually require some language experience (e.g. Spanish). Thinking of taking Chinese as well to fulfill my *gasp* 4 quarters of a language requirement.
Blah...feeling bored at the moment and can't think...sigh...a lot of things are currently on my mind...